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grief, just today. well yesterday

Yesterday (or maybe today. what is time) was a one year anniversary of a loss I haven’t really talked about due to wanting to keep privacy on their behalf. But i felt it all day. All the days leading up to yesterday. The days leading up to Superbowl. Talking to me yesterday was probably like […]

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am i being too whiny? let’s roll with it

That’s a question i asked myself. Im typing this on my phone and i hate the new update, so you’ll have to forgive the capitalization and punctuation this time around. Roll with it Anyway I’m reading this book. I liked the cover, so i grabbed it at the library. The main character is so whiny. […]

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jump ship: my age of discontent

this is the longest i’ve ever lived in a city since college. 1 year, 10 months, 10 days. if you do that math, you’ll find i moved before quarantine 1.0. two weeks before. unexpected moving pains. i have an overwhelming desire to abandon ship. or at least jump off for a swim. my ability to […]

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end of the year: did we embrace?

If you were to sit me down in front of a shrink and have them examine the inner workings of my brain for things related to the topic of “it’s almost 2022,” I think it would take days and weeks and months to sort it all out. I just reread my first post of the […]

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Last night or perhaps the night before I was talking with my friend about writing. How when you are grieving, as she is too, it feels good to write. But it feels forced to write. It’s a weird balance. Add me, dramaqueen, into the mix and you’ll get months and months without a single word […]